so yeah ive had one apple. not hungry.
ive come to a new eralisation, wanting to be thin is sick, starving so you can be thin isnt good at all. i dont want to be thin... i dont know why i keep doing this, and im not denying thin is more attractive i just... dont want the pressure from myself on myself to be thin. som im just gonna do what i feel is right to do
besides my one apple i have had loads ()but not enough) water, and two zantrax.
things that suck, seeing my bf tonifght (which is absoloutely fantastic cimply cos im seeing him) only im hoping whatever we do doesnt involve food. and thats why i havent had heapsa water today cos i dont wanna be running to the loo heaps.
thats aboiut all. 1 apple with toneing strangthening exercises for like... only 45 mins to an hour. still good though, im not unhapy im feeling grand. tomoro work for 12 hours! im gonna go to gym befor it, eat minimal slads throughout the day amnd walk home. that will be another good day if all goes to plan!